I was in my 30s when accidently I discovered yoga. I was suffering from a very bad neck pain ,where I had to turn my whole body to see what’s behind me. Trips to osteopath didn’t help because apart from that, I didn’t do any exercises. My last chance, before I gone completely crazy was a massage by a healer (now my very good friend). He told me that my body is super stiff, and I need to stretch. Thanks to the power of internet, I found some yoga poses for lazy people. After a week I was really amazed how simple stretching influenced on my body. I was thinking to myself: This is how the body supposed to feel!? And why am I discovering this now?! From that moment I was totally addicted. I was deepening my knowledge about what is yoga and what benefits it has to our body, mind and spirit. My body become very strong, toned and flexible. I have never looked better in my life! My mind through meditation became calm. Things which were really bothering me before, didn’t bother me anymore. I started accepting things the way they are. Every, even difficult situation was a lesson which had a solution.
After 2 years of my own practice and research I have decided to quit my job. I have been in the same industry for 16 years and decided to go into yoga professionally and spread the world how fantastic it is. I went to Himalayas in India to became yoga teacher in Sivananda tradition – which to be honest I discovered by accident too. The Sivananda tradition sees yoga not only as physical exercises but how through pranayama (breathing), mediation, relaxation, positive thinking and proper diet achieve what is called Samadhi. The unity with the Divine, the Universe. In there I have also learnt that there are no accidents. Things are happening for a reason and Universe got plan for everyone. When I came back, I was terrified to leave the comfort of my job behind. Leading by a motto “An ounce of practice is worth tonnes of theory” I started to look for clients. During this journey I met some amazing people whom yoga helped enormously.I was aware, that what I do, really helping people and wanted to widen my knowledge and became yoga teacher for pregnant women.
When I fall pregnant myself, I have never stopped practicing. The asanas (exercises) maintained the strength and flexibility to my body. Meditation and relaxation helped to stay calm and positive, and the idea about giving birth wasn’t scarry anymore. Pranayama (breathing) helped me to control my breath and increased the capacity of my lungs (not mentioning of removing all those toxins inhaling in polluted London). As it was my first baby, I had no idea about the birth … or babies. On my journey I met wonderful lady who was Hypnobirthing teacher and who insisted to give me, and my partner hypnobirthing lessons. The course reminded me a lot about yoga: the anatomy, relaxation, breathing and the power of the mind. As a yoga practitioner I found it very easy to accommodate all this exercises into hypnobirthing. I wanted my baby to be born in a water in calm atmosphere, with no intervention or use of drugs. I was visualising the event in my head as I knew how powerful the mind is.When the time came at 38+4 weeks I gave birth, exactly the way I imagine to my beautiful baby Gabriel. I was amazed how powerful the birth was and how my body and mind worked together. I was ready to go home after 3 hours! The recovery was very fast and after a month I was back on the mat. My own experience (suddenly from no having a clue to becoming an expert) pushed me to do the Katharine Graves Hypnobirthing course. I believe all women should have the same experience as our body is designed to do this. It just our mind which blocking us to do so. I heard too many traumatic stories. It’s time for every woman to learn how to relax and listed to their body and have wondaful birth experience.
My practice and knowledge didn’t stop there. As a mum I find very little time to focus on myself, so I started including my baby in my daily practice. I continue the mediation when Gabriel goes to sleep as it gives me sense of balance, strength, calmness, creativity and acceptance – exactly what you need having a baby. There is never too late to start practicing yoga in which whatever form it is. And if it changed my life, I am 100% sure that it will influence on your life too. I will never regret that I have changed my 16 years career and became yoga and hypnobirthing teacher. Helping others is far more rewarding than just making money for somebody else.
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